09 November 2009

Awkward = Me

AWKWARD!

Hello sweet readers.
Hope your weekends was a blast.
Mine was fine.

Yesterday was my friend's wedding reception. To be exact he is the person that I once have a crush on. Haha. Frankly speaking, I am quite nervous. To see him there with another girl. His wife! Ohh my. What am I thinking?? He's married already. Stop that!

Okay..So I went there with my friend. It was somewhere in Klang. I am not very familiar with the place. It took us about 1 hour to reach there.

Cuaca sangat lah panas. Very very hot in herrree..hehe. We've been greeted by the family members and welcomed us. Suprise..Suprise..we can't seem to find any familiar faces except the groom. *wink *wink

From far I can see him wearing a red songket together with the tanjak. So cute! Beside him was the bride with the matching dress.

At that time memang ramai sangat orang. Susah nak cari tempat nak duduk makan. Then, tetiba ada sorang budak penanggah ni tunjukkan tempat kosong. Aduii..kat tepi. Belakang pulak tu..Humphh. Takpe la..daripada takde tempat. Okay la tuh. Nak makan je pon. Fine.

After awhile..baru la nampak muka2 yang dikenali. Friends yang sama2 kat uitm dulu..Okay..Ingatkan dia tak jemput diorang. Yela..dia kan suka buat hal dia sendiri..alone. Lone ranger kan..! Hahaha.

Then, lepas dah makan..ingat nak jumpa lahh pengantin kejap. So, the both of us pon pergi la kat area depan sikit..dekat area pelamin. He was there..of course with his wife. Auwww.My heart beat faster than usual. And I feel a little bit uneasy. Hehehe.. Due to the sudden heart broken. Heeee... (-_-)

Lama lah berdiri..tapi si pengantin ni tak nampak kitorang..tak tau la tak nampak ke..or sebenarnya nampak tapi buat2 tak nampak. Hurmm..I think alasan yang ke-2 tu kot. But then after awhile..dia nampak aku. And do a signal that ask me to come to him. Okay..time ni sangat la..duppp dappp dupp dappp. Hahaha. And i feel awkward. *Sigh!

Pastu aku cakap kat dia..sini lah. Then dia cakap. Mana boleh..I am a little bit blur..tapi dapat tangkap la. He meant that aku tak boleh la simply nak panggil dia to come to me like the old days..yela..sebab dia ialah married man..married guy i prefer..Pastu time tu the bride kat sebelah dia..I started to feel more awkward. Sebab dah biasa panggil dia macam tu.
Sangat awkward lagi bila salam the bride. Fine. You choose her than me. Fine. I'm not heart broken anymore. Fine. Emo je. Fine.

Lepas tu we snap a few photos..lagi lahh sangat damn akward. Sangat pelik. Heart beat faster.I feel trembling. Uneasy. More awkward. Could not smile as usual. PELIK!

After that awkward session, aku ajak kawan aku balik..tak sanggup nak berperasaan pelik lagi.On the way back, in the car, masih terbayang2 that awkward session. Ahhh. Malas la nak fikir.Suami orang. Takkan nak jadi perampas lakk. Cari yang single lagi bagus. Kan ramai. Hehehe..


Congratulations!
I wish you happiness.
Semoga berkekalan hingga ke akhir hayat.
Amin..


XOXO,gossip girl.

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